Craving some oblivion to quell the vortex in my mind,

I search for love, peace, answers; yet never seem to find

That sweet intoxication of nothingness, that void

And i realise at last that i’ve all my tricks employed.

I understand, if i stick around, i’ve so much more to give

And there’s so much more i want to do, many reasons yet to live

I don’t care, i’m selfish, my feelings are my own

And i cannot understand them, so i’m doomed to die alone.

So why not now? Why delay? Keep trudging this shit life?

Why not get a grip and jump the bus, go underneath the knife?

Well apathy, that hateful beast, is in some ways here your friend

As your unwillingness to do anything prolongs your coming end.


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